My grandmother passed away almost 5 years ago. The day that it happened I had spent the night at my cousins house and she woke me up and informed me that my grandmother passed away. I keep having a dream of her waking me up and informing me of this incident. What does it mean. Why am I reliving this horible moment all the time and how can I get it to stop it has been happening for almost 5 years help me understand.