I am in some sort of school where there are a lot of other people’s personal things outside, just either laying outside or shown as some kind of cherished keepsake. As I walk around I see that the students are proud to show others their displayed keepsakes.
I stumble upon a plane ticket stub and some other kind of ticket stub out in the open and it belongs to a girl I actually know…I get closer and I see that the ticket purchaser was my boyfriend! I can see his name quite clear on the ticket. I notice this and I become surprised and angry. The tickets were pretty recent and bought for this girl whom I consider some sort of friend… I definitely know her but I don’t think she really knows that I am the girlfriend of the guy she spent private time with. I think I end up stumbling on this important information because she was not fully aware of me being in the picture. I take the ticket off her private space or desk and wait for her to arrive. Other people start to realize what’s going on and see that I am upset and start to talk about it…I think maybe some of them think that I may do a big scene but I just want to show her the ticket and let her to know that I know about it all. Maybe she did know about me and ignored that I had a relationship with him?... but there is a chance that she didn’t know about my relationship with my bf. At that point I am jealous and angry, not just towards the girl who is theoretically some sort of friend of mine but also upset at my boyfriend. I never really get to speak with her, I just remember somehow seeing her but I also don’t remember her too well. The scene changes and all of the sudden I am with my boyfriend, I have a brief conversation with him and I think it is about her…the only thing I remember are the last words my bf said: ”she said that she requires $850 dollars a month” I listen to him and was silent but surprised of the comment. I start to think about his comment and I do not know if I should say “that’s a lot of money” or “that it is cheap to keep her around”. I don’t say anything to him but I start to compare numbers in my head and think to myself “about how much money must he spend on me (per month)?” I think his comment is left open for interpretation.
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Help!
what do you think this means?