My dream last night was a bit strange, and I felt really weird when I woke up. "Weird" as in "really disturbed."

I don't remember the details, but I do remember something about being in a science class for a brief period of time. The one thing I do remember quite well from this dream is that adolescent boys were sexually attracted to me, and flirted with me, and I actually accepted this and allowed it to happen. It got really off the wall when I felt an attraction in return to a young man who was probably 14.

There were horrible, terrible disasters going on between "scenes" in the dream, and I know that they were natural disasters, something to do with lakes or oceans and tidal waves and... maybe Godzilla, who knows? But even while this was going on, I just didn't seem to be interested, all because some 14-year-old boy wanted to get in my pants.

This doesn't mean that I want to fuck adolescents, either, so don't think that. I felt really strange when I woke up, like I violated someone. I'm not attracted to young people like I was in this crazy dream (well at least those under the age of consent). I tried to just stop thinking about it and eat my breakfast and fix my boyfriend's broken computer.

Since most of my dreams (okay maybe all of them) involve sex in some manner, even when it's terribly inappropriate, I wasn't affected by it for long. I've had worse dreams than this.

What's odd is that most dreams when I meet actual men, I turn them away from me and tell them about my boyfriend. I don't know what this says about my personality, but I hope it's nothing seriously messed up.