8-20-09

Me, dad, and my sister are preparing to have a barbecue. We will be cooking two small pigs. Dad hands me the pigs to take the top layer of skin off, much like one does to chicken for low fat cooking. The first pig it's successful, but the second one comes apart in my hands. It breaks open and I see the meat is gone replace with what looks like pumpkin seeds. The rib cage and pelvic bones are there without meat and some thing starts to either jump or fly out when I shriek back. I figured whatever that thing was, was the thing that ate the pig inside out.

Then I'm entering a mini mall with my sister. Our mother is walking out of a store and I say to my sister, "Hey, there goes ma." She says we'll catch up with her later. We enter a store where a Japanese man hands me a clear plastic box with a note inside. It has my name and something written in verse. I'm emotionally moved by this, but find it unnecessary. He pushes a button and on wall speakers a voice says something humorous about something our dad said, but can't remember now.

Then I'm given a gift of a silver ring that's shaped like a a spiral with an etching of a spider in the middle. I wear it for a minute and decide I don't like it. I dont wear rings and this one's too big. I tell my sister I'm going to look for ma.

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