The dream:

I get on a bus i want to buy a ticket, but someone stops me and says buy a ticket from us.
It looks like ordinary one but they ask ridiculous amount of money for it and i just buy it
without thinking. The bus starts to move, i sit and as i look at the ticket and at those who sold me it. I see them smiling i start to understand it is a fake one. The bus stops, driver looks at me and starts walking towards me.

Now i am arguing with those that sold me that ticket. I am saying i want my money back they ask me:
What would you choose money or a ticket? I am starting to ask: what do you mean by that?

And now i am sitting with a girl and again i remember the hair: short and blond.
We are talking about something, drinking tea. And i ask her, where do you live?

And before i get an answer i am in a car going somewhere. i am sitting near a driver
she is sitting in the back and there is one more person there. Everyone is smiling.
I ask her where are we going? She answers: you asked me, now i am taking you there.
I live in Egypt. I say: Egypt? that's like other side of the world. She answers:
it is closer than you think, it is in this country.
I am starting to think, where it might be and i see an image of a normal street, just no road, but sand and really hot sun in the sky. I ask her is this, it? She says no.

The car starts speeding up, i now can see it from a side it is a sports car, faded brown in color, full of stickers and it is old like the driver. I try to see the number of this racing car. I can see it is double digit and the second number is 8, i can't see the first one. I look at the driver and see the "flame in his eyes" and the smile, the smile so mesmerizing, like it is the only thing in the world he ever wanted to do, just drive this car and don't care about anything else.

The road takes us through ice arena. Suddenly there are black holes on the road. The car turns left into the pool that is in the middle, i yell we will drown, but it's only a shallow one, half the car is under water and we are still going. I feel relieved, but the other passengers are just smiling like they were before. Then the road becomes narrow and curvy it is going through countryside. And there we stop near a shed. A small gray shed with a window a door and a chimney. I see a woman waving to the girl and inviting all of us to have something that that is being grilled outside.
As i go i see more cars, a lot of them, a few more racing cars with drivers getting out and taking off their helmets, a really luxurious car with someone that looks like a businessman and lots more with different people, but everyone of them with a spark in their eyes and a smile, all seem so happy like they have everything they will ever need in the world.

I ask: are you lying to me? Do you actually live here? I can tell that you are rich by looking at those cars, suits you are wearing, why don't you buy better house. But they all just seem so shocked by the question. They are silent, but i can understand. They are saying: No we are not lying, we all live here. Do we actually need anything more?

Now i am driving a car going home. same narrow road, same arena, but this time it is full of people. Training, racing, there is even an audience. But none actually cares about me driving through. I can see the tracks left by those that drove here before. And as i am driving everyone is getting out of my way and smile as i pass by. And i see those black holes again, i think i will turn to the pool and will avoid them, but i cannot do that now theres someone swimming in it. I can't stop so i am just driving straight hoping that the hole is not wide enough. And it isn't. But now i see another person in front of the car getting ready for skiing. I can't stop but just before i hit her, she picks up her stuff walks to the side and smile as i pass by.

Now i am entering a room. I close the door, i reach the middle of the room and see doors are open again. I go back i lock them. And again the door opens. Someone walks in. I think it is a thief i haven't invited anyone and it is a middle of the night. I start walking towards him. He starts waving his hands and say something, but i don't want to hear anything i am feeling so angry, maybe even rage. I yell: GET OUT!

As i yell, i wake up.


And even if this is second dream i am posting, it is actually third one in a row.
The second dream about a girl made me decide to start keeping track of dreams. The first dream actually had this girl i see in this one, but we never talked.

Short summary:
i am working at the hospital, the hospital has basement that is like a maze, this girl shows us the way out. All hospital decides to have a party down there, hopping none will find them. I decide not to go because what if someone injured or sick would walk in. But the only one to show up is a director. She asks me where is everyone. I lie: i don't know, i will look for them. But they are found out. A meeting happens and she is angry at those having the party, but says look at this girl(the same one) while you all where having a party, she went to church and helped people, this day is now celebrated as "White " there was second word but i can't remember it. And when my turn comes i say: i didn't do anything. She says: Exactly you didn't do a thing. I felt so useless.


Thoughts about this dream:
Did i just bought a ticket to this Egypt?
Was i showed the people who live and do the things they always dreamed about? (The smile, "the fire")
And do I actually think too much about the money? (pricey ticket, the question i asked, the rage i felt towards someone who i though was a thief).

The thing is i think, i might know what this dream is all about. This week i have started looking for a job for the summer until the next semester in university or for longer. And i have been looking, but no luck so far. I want it to have at least something related to what i learn. But there is another option, another opportunity that i just made in my free time, well i have to admit it it might be the closest thing i will ever get to this so called "dream job". And yes it is close, i just need to say "I'm doing this". But that means less money, maybe even no pay at the beginning and might have some risk. Those are the reasons i haven't said yes already.

And this repeating number 8(luck, energy, karma and trust in intuition). Maybe it is telling me go for the second option?