I had these dreams about a week after my boyfriend broke up with me; we had been together for almost 6 months. A week later me and him got back together, we are now happy. But I'm still curious about what these dreams mean. I've had the 2nd and 3rd dreams before, but the parts with my (ex)boyfriend in them are new.

1:I had a dream that i had to drop something off at my (ex)boyrfriend's house. i was greeted at the door by his mother (not his real mother, im not sure who she really was). His family was rich (in real life he is FAR from veing rich). When i entered the house i was on the third floor and the hallways were narrow but the rooms were large. I went down the steps to get to his room and i handed him the thing (i dont recall what it was) then me and hismother sat down on a bench in his room and we talked for a little bit while he played a video game. Then I got up to walk out of the room, me and him went to give wachother a kiss but we stopped when our faces got close to eachother, he got a sad look on his face and then i blew on him and smiled; he then smiled and laughed a little. I walked out of the room, and suddenly i was in my room alone with the lights off and i was thinking. I was looking down onto myself as if i was looking through somebody else's eyes. I saw myself fall asleep on the floor. Then i started to see flash backs from the memory and point of view of a monster, i could see through his eyes, i could see him killing people and animals (some that i know, and some that i dont) while fyling through the air over top of my house, it was very graphic and gruesome. Then i started to see images of death behind the bars of a medieval dungeon. There was a tunnel behind death, it was very grey, dark, and depresssing; i could see chains hanging from the walls. Then i realized that the monster was inside of me and that i share those memories and experiences with it. (i think that the monster is a personified version of my violent personality that i surpress; i hate bieng violent, i prefer peace). I felt fear that my (ex)boyfriend wasn't there to protect me from myself (i have always viewed him as as protector over me). Then i could once again see through my own eyes in the dream, i could see the monster taking over my body and possessing me. It made me reach behind my back and grab the top of my spinal cord (he had ripped me open), it tried to make me pull it out and push it back in but it wouldnt move. I could feel my spinal cord as if i was awake, i could feel the moisture and the bone.
The monster looked more like a deformed human instead of a mythical creature, it was rather large and had a lot of stubble (as in hair, like it had shaved the day before). I never saw it's face, only it's back, shoulders, and chest. when i woke up i was still scared.


2:In this dream i was at the state fair by myself and there were only a few other people there at all, then they dissappeared. i felt lots of fear so i started running and i wound up in a house of mirrors, while i was running through there, i saw my reflection in every mirror except for one. In that one
mirror i saw the reflection of my (ex)boyfriend. but i kept running and then i entered a large octagonal shaped room (it seemed like it was circus tent with walls) that was rather dark and it had the color of dark burgundy every where. Each wall had its own door, and every door had a picture on it, except for one that was completely blank except for a dark shade of burgundy. All of the other doors had some type of a creature on it (one of the creatures i recognized as the monster from dream number 1). I entered the door that did not have a picture on it, i saw a bright light and when it went away i was ack at the beginning of the ouse of mirrors; but this time i was standing next to my (ex)boyfriend and he had a look on his face like he was saying that he wa sgonna help me through, then the feeling of fear went away and i felt safe again. then the dream ended.
Ive had this drema before, but in the past i was always alone and my (ex)boyfriend was never there. I would always endup waking in the middle of the night confusda and sligthly scared. But this time, since he was in the dream, i felt safe and protected.


3:As usually in the dream; I was in a house with my family, we were all spread out pretty evenly throughout the rooms. it was night time and i felt a strange urge to get under the bed and hide. Somehow i knew that underthe bed would be the only safe place from a murderer who was about to break in a kill my family.
Everytime in the past when ive had this dream i would be able to fit under the bed and i would be perfectly safe and after the killer left i would run and run and not stop. but this time i was not able to fit under the bed and i tried it multiple times; then i heard the killer enter the house and i started to see images of my family members being killed, it was graphic to say the least.
But then, suddenly i wasn't in the room anymore, i was outside under the night sky and my (ex)boyfriend was out there and we ran away together to an airport with some secret-service people and we flew to another country (not sure what country, but everything was still in english). when we got to the hotel with the secret-service people; i discovered that one of them was a spy/double-agent (i will call him Fred, for sake of the dream and to make this easier to explain) and he was set out to kill my (ex)boyfriend because of some past work they did and my (ex)boyfriend found a way out by faking his death; and "Fred" was sent by the company to have him killed and they were trying to use me and my family to force him out of hiding. So then me and my (ex)boyfriend couldnt trust anybody and we ran together, we ran and ran. and then the dream ended at that.