Just wanting to know what I've done, or what I haven't done to get ignored? What do I have to do to get a little insight from someone? I'd really appreciate it if at least one person could be decent and help me out. I'm not asking anyone to get involved in crime with me, or to break the law. I'm only asking for a little help. I've been trying to get help with this for the last two days and yet I get nothing. PLEASE help?

. I've posted this dream previously hoping to get some help
or advice. I'm very confused and would like and appreciate
some help here. Yes, this dream is yet another post about
an ex but I know my dream is different from the ex dreams of others because this dream is mine. Not over half of everyone else's ex dreams. This dream could mean something very
important and could have a message pertaining to my current relationship, maybe a warning or something. My current relationship is
important to me and I'm just asking for a little advice. My post isn't the same as everyone else's. I've read all the ex dreams posts on
here and mine isn't the same as everyone else's, my questions still arent answered. Could someone please help? PLEASE??
sed I've had
two dreams this past
week of an ex boyfriend from a long time ago. I don't remember now what the first dream was but I
know that the dream was about my ex boyfriend, Mickey.
Mickey and I dated back when I was in the 8th grade. We were together for a year. We
broke up, he moved away, got married, and moved back years later. His wife left him in
the spring on 2005. He came back into my life and we began seeing each other again. It lasted two months, he had me move in with him and he said he wanted to be with me instead. His wife wanted to come back so he put
me out. Six months later he came back
saying he left her that time. He went and filed for a divorce and it took him two weeks to
even fill out the divorce papers. He said he wanted to marry me. Anytime Mickey and I
dated we always got along, we never argued or fought, we never even had disagreements.
We were always so in sync, always on the same page. We had fun together and we were very attracted to one another, and it seemed like he was in love with me. I know I was in love with him. The last time we were together
it only lasted one month and then he put
me out again. I never spoke to him or saw him in person again. Since I last saw him back
in 2005, he got remarried to a very young woman, and I got married to my son's father
who is now deceased. I loved Mickey more than anyone before I fell in love with my
husband. Now I'm in a serious relationship with a guy I really love. The second dream I had last night I dreamed that my b/f and I were at a night club. I stopped at the bar to get a drink, my b/f sat down
at a table with an old friend of mine (in
real life my b/f and this friend don't know each other), I watched them talking and having
a good time. This random guy comes up to me and starts hitting on me. My b/f began to
get very upset, although he didn't know that I was turning the guy down. My friend told
my b/f to calm down that I'm not a cheater. I look around the room and I see Mickey walking by. He didn't see me but I saw him, at that moment memories of he and I came flooding back. He went over and sat down with
my b/f, they started talking and became
somewhat friends. I continued to drink at the bar as I watched my b/f, friend, and Mickey
walk outside. I followed them out to find we had just walked into a water park. The three
of them were hanging out and having a good time just drinking. I remember walking with
the three of them, and my b/f started to get sick from drinking too much. I sat with him on a bench, then he wanted to go to the truck and go home. My friend offered to take my b/f to our truck, I stayed and talked to Mickey.
I was thinking about how much I missed
being with him and wondered what my life would be like if we could have stayed together.
I kept wondering why he had chosen the woman he's married to when he could have
been with me. His wife is very young, unattractive, and has no life experience. Mickey and
I walked over to a table where his family was sitting. I said hello to his mom and sister who were happy to see me, but his wife wasn't there. Suddenly a little girl ran up to him saying "daddy", it was his daughter (in real life
he has no children). I then started to feel
as though I'd never get a chance to ever be with him again. I was crushed. Then I woke
up.
I haven't seen or talked to Mickey in person in at least six years, since he dumped me for
the second time to allow his ex wife back his wife. I was so hurt by him for leading me on the way he did and for breaking my heart. It took me many years to heal from the damage he caused even after I fell in love with my
husband. I was also angry. I finally
forgave him though.
In real life I have no feelings for him anymore. I don't see him in person or ever think of
him. We are friend's on Facebook but we never talk. I'm in love with my b/f and could
careless that Mickey even exists. These dreams are so random and strange, because of the fact I never think of him or have anymore feelings for him. What does this dream mean, and why do I keep having reoccurring dreams of
my ex-Mickey? I know it had to mean
something. Does anyone know what this could mean? I'd greatly appreciate any info or
suggestions, thank you.

SouthrnBell86, have you ever been on an internet forum before?

You have started 6 threads with the same information in less than 24 hours and have made duplicate posts on the same thread.

Do your realise that you are not the ony person posting here who wants help with a dream?

And that the other people on the message booard who might answer you have lives outside of Meaning of Dream?

They might have studying to do, jobs, household chores, families to care for.

Plus, you have posted on the weekend, when some people might not even be using their computers.

In addition, people on this message board live in different parts of the world, in different time zones, so they may be sleeping when you are awake.

Now, please have some patience and give the other members of the message board a chance to read your long post, read it, think about it and respond.

I am deleting all of your duplicate entries because it is not fair to the other members of the message board for you to monopolize it.

Marcia

It's hard to know what the first dream is about since you don't remember anything about it, other than it was about Mickey. The dream could have to do with something that is going on in your life now that reminds you of when you were with Mickey. Mickey in your dream could represent a quality - for example, if he was very greedy (this is just an example, I'm not saying that he was really greedy), it could be a message that you are being greedy. It could also have to do with thinking about going back to your youth when things were different and you didn't have all the responsiblilities you have now, as an adult. Do you remember how old he was in the dream?

About the second dream, do you feel like you are hiding something from your current boyfriend in order to make your relationship work? I don't mean that you are actually cheating on him, but do you feel you have to change the way you behave or hide part of your real personality around him?

Although, reading what you said about Mickey, it seems that you lived with him for a while when he was still legally married. Is this something you could have been feeling guilty about?

You do still seem to have a lot of strong feelings about Mickey. I think you might be feeling guilty about that, especially since you are in a relationship. Maybe you are not feeling as much guilty about Mickey as you are about being in a relationship with your boyfriend when you still feel this way about Mickey.

Your animosity toward's Mickey's new wife sounds very much like jealousy.

Even though you say you forgive him, you still sound like you have a lot of anger. And you can't have that much anger towards someone unless you care about them.