I have had 2 different dreams now about my boyfriends cousin Josh. The catch though is that I have NEVER met him and he has been dead for about 5years now. The first one was very brief. I has talking to him just like we were friends. I do not remember the conversation, but when I woke up I knew that it was him. The second dream is the one that has really got me thinking. I starts off I am in a class. Two of my classmates and I were doing a project that included a trip to a cemetery. When we got there I knew this was the cemetery that he was buried at. I avoid the spot he was at for a while, then when I went over the first time I cried histically. I just looked at the tombstone and waked away. When I went back the second time, his tombstone had been moved in to a barn with dirt floors. The tombstone was on a table now. The table had things that were left by his family. One thing was a cell phone plugged into a charger. I looked at these things and showed it to my classmates. When I turned to leave he was standing in the corner. I went to him and gave him a hug. We talked for a bit and then I turned back to the phone. It was gone. He had put it in his pocket. He told me that my boyfriend had left it there. I asked him why he needed a phone. He told me to help him cope with the situation(Josh took his own life). I looked at the phone and I could see text messages that he had sent. He told me that he barely got replies, but he occasionally did. I hugged him again and thats when I woke up.

Josh was my boyfriends cousin and very best friend. When he took his life my boyfrined took it very hard. Like I said above I have never meet this man in my life, nor knew about him for my entire life, until a year ago.

Your boyfriends story of his cousin and best friend had an emotional impact on you. I think the text messaging and cell phone are symbols your subconscious mind has created as a way for you trying to understand the reason behind his suicide. You'd like to ask him yourself and are hoping for some kind of message beyond the grave.