My dream started out with me cold and shivering. I was walking down a dark alley, lost. As I kept walking, I noticed an open door. All I could see was a red-orange color coming from it. I figured it was fire and fire is warm, so that was the quickest way to get to warmth. When I finally reached the door, I saw this women. She was pale with dark shoulder length hair. She was disheveled and stared at me for a long while. (straight in the eyes) She smiled and slammed the door shut. As i went to reach for the door nob, it disappeared. I stood there and then decided to walk away. Right about my bird step she door creaked open. When i turned out, there was no women, no red-orange light either. I have no idea why I did was I did. Looking back now, it was screaming with danger and fear. But at the time I didn't care. I kept walking. Through the door, through the halls, through the rooms. Right when I began to doubt ever seeing that girl, I noticed another red-orange glow to my right. I looked over and there she was. Sitting on the ground in a corner. Her legs were open facing away from me. She was stabbing her "lady piece". Blood was squirting everywhere, all over the walls and floor. She began screaming. As I began to process what she was doing her eyes caught mine and they had almost a wink to it. Seeing that I couldn't help but feel the screaming was fake. I yelled stop! and she hung her head back down, looking away from me. She kept stabbing herself though. I heard every splat and jab she made. But she wouldn't stop. She didn't go faster nor slower, just kept stabbing her "lady piece" as if i was never there. I walked out of the house surprisingly calm.

and that was it. I am an 18 female just looking for help on understanding this. I haven't been able to sleep for two weeks because this dreams happens over and over. Please help.

The woman in the dream sounds like an aspect of your personality that you are trying to repress but wants to come out. Since this dream has been happening so frequently lately, it seems like there is something happening in your life now that is triggering it.

Walking in the cold dark alley and then goingto the place where you think of fire could have to do with the need to be rescued from a bad situation.

The part where the woman and the light disappear seem to have to do with you feeling abandoned in a bad situation or being concerned that you are being deceived, perhaps tricked into making the wrong decision.

The part with the woman stabbing her "lady piece" just makes me think if self-harm in general, symbolizing the idea that you are hurting yourself.

I don't think that this is necessarily about sex, although it could be; the "lady piece" could just represent your self and your identity - because too a woman it is such an important part of her identity and self worth.

In real life, people who have been sexually abused sometimes perform acts of sexual self-harm. I'm not saying that you have been sexually abused in any way, but maybe this has to do with you having been hurt in some way, not necessarily physically.