I've been having dreams that make me feel uneasy, there is one that is still on my mind and last night I had another, they both have me dying and both sort of relates to angels.
Before you ask my religion beliefs, I think I'm agnostic. I believe there's one creator and I hear stories of Jesus and hes the kind of person I want to be like. Some of my family members are Anglican, but some don't follow the bible, they don't make it their first priority.


This was the nightmare few nights ago: There was my mom, aunt (my moms sister), a young girl I'm not sure who she was and myself, using my dads house as shelter from wolves who were trying to kill us. It was like the end of the world and wolves were after us, it was night time and there was a blackout, everything was only lit by moonlight, we had to go find different shelter 'cause since it was winter, my dads water pipes froze from no heat or electricity. My aunt was looking for other people in between my grandma's house and my dad's, then there was a wolf on the road near her, my aunt came running inside and she said she seen more wolves under the stairs, like trying to sneak their attack. I closed and locked the door, then my aunt turns and looks at us, then says don't be afraid of human death, the wolves are being instructed by angels to kill sinners, which is everyone in the world, when you die your soul never dies and then it was like a movie and it shows like an angel flying way up in the sky and between clouds, he looked angry, determined, sad and strong. Then when it was clear of wolves, we made a run for another shelter we knew where others would be, which was up the road. Then scene changes and I died, my soul went to hell like everyone who was kiled, then I didn't want to be there because I was afraid of pain, and I was offered to be a demon if I can wreak friendships and relationships between people on earth. never having hope of going to heaven and I agreed. (Which Im ashamed of even when it was a dream) So I was on earth possessing a young girl, she had like pink hair and looked innocent. And she/I made her/my way into some shelter which was occupied by alot of people, and then went into a mens shower room to find a man, who was the boyfriend of the girl I was possessing's sister. So her sister found out and I ruined that relationship. And then I felt bad or guilty 'cause I did that, then I was like, why am I doing this, what have I got myself into. Then I woke up.

Last nights: My cousin who is my best friend, myself and some older man were on a boat and that man was driving the boat. We were driving on a river, it was relaxing, the sun was shining, blue skies, pine trees, and from where we were I could see colourful trees, when we were close enough, I noticed these were not trees but people as big as trees, tall and huge, and they were sitting on a dusty hill like trees. The boat slowed down and I smiled and waved at them, but they rude stared at us unwelcomely. I don't remember if I got off the boat, but my cousinand I were wandering around and found a ruined building made of white stone and marble, the stones were crumbling down and turning into dust. And we seen a grave in the middle of the ruins.and noticed a GIANT corpse, and it looked purposely dug up. My cousin and I were dusting the dirt off the bones to get a better look at the head of the giant. We felt bad that it was dug up and were saying things like poor creature, poor thing, why did someone dig this out? and someone came by and got mad we found it, then grabbed us, carried us, then took us to the leaders, and i asked them, what and why they dug up the giant person, and they said, "that monster is the son of the sons of god and woman, the child of an angel. we've been eating his bones, that made us turn like this" he was proud of the way he looked now but eating the giants bones made him and his people evil and greedy. Like the smaller ones broke and boiled the bone into their food and when they got larger they were strong enough to crush the bones wit their teeth. =n= My cousin and I asked to leave, they said no 'cause we might tell others, and if other people find out they would probably want to be like these large people and take away the giants bones. So, that we won't tell people, these large people ate us alive. And I woke up.


So these dreams probably don't mean anything literal ofcourse but what can you take from the dreams and make sense of it?​

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I think the wolves in the first dream represent a primitive, instinctive part of yourself - a part of you that is strong and powerful but that frightens you so you repress it.

Your aunt saying that the wolves kill sinners could be a way of you telling yourself is that the reason you have this part of you is because you are bad.

The part about your soul never dying could have to do with the idea that this primitive side of you will always be with you and you going to hell.

When you offer to be a demon and hurt people's lives could have to do with you feeling that there is a part of you that does harm yourself or others, or is just morally bad, and you feeling guilty about it.

The second dream, in which people become evil and greedy by eating monsters bones, also relates to the idea of you having something in you that makes you bad.

(I'm not saying that there is anything bad about you, just that there is something that is making you feel that way about yourself.)