I believe there was a first part to this dream, I just don't seem to remember it all too well. One person kept bugging me to put on this one new shirt I somehow acquired (as I said, I don't remember the beginning of the dream). I keep saying that, no, I don't want to. Until finally I give in. Next thing I know, I'm in a room with bathtubs. There's one very large one, connected to a slightly smaller one. They're just about over flowing with water. Suddenly I am a man. I step into the large tub and lay back, relaxed. Then this girl comes in. She's tall and has long white-blond hair. She's obviously making a play for my male self. She keeps saying something, even though I can't remember what it is. She dips her long white-blond hair into the water. When she takes it out, it looks almost like gold. Then as it starts drying, it returns to what it normally looked like. Then this other guy comes in, and obviously keeps hitting on her. She snarls at him and throws him into the smaller bathtub and drowns him. Then she picks his body up and throws him aside like it's nothing. She walks up to him and starts chuckling. Then he quickly gets up and kisses her, all like it's just one fluid movement. She pushes him off of her and runs to the sink. She starts vomiting. Then she actually growls at him, walks over, and rips him into little shreds. My male self is still in the bathtub, completely calm, like what she's done is the most natural thing in the world. Then she strips down and gets into the smaller tub connected to mine, also the one where she drowned the other guy. She lays in a way where she knows I will be able to see her body. Then she proudly displays her breasts, expecting me to be enchanted. My male self ignores her. But then she starts pissing me off. So next thing I know, I'm out of the tub, dragging her out, and ripping her to shreds like she did to the other guy. Then another girl walks in, she is clearly my male self's girlfriend. Then we're back in the large tub, just kinda relaxing there. (keep in mind, in reality, I really am a female)
The dream would indicate that there is an aspect of yourself through which you are emotionally pestering yourself into compliance with a particular idea (One person kept bugging me) – the idea of accepting to use a new way of behaving or functioning which you have somehow acquired. The way of functioning is one that is meant to address the concerns of the Higher Self or most intelligent aspect of yourself. (put on a new shirt) While objecting to use this way of functioning, you eventually give in to your own self pressuring. (saying that, no, I don't want to. Until finally I give in.) The room with bathtubs can refer to a point of view which pertains perhaps to a literal bathtub issue and the idea of taking a bath. [especially if you have been thinking about the bathtub.] The bathtub may suggest the idea of using a personal contact with the Holy Spirit (God) to clean and correct your emotional nature (seen as the body) [This can relate to dreams.] The connected bathtubs may imply a bathtub issue being seen as positive instead of actually being negative (seeing one unit rather than 2 separate tubs) The connected tubs can also suggest a bathing together issue. The large tub suggests a tub or bathing situation seen as very important while it could also be seen as having less importance. (the a slightly smaller one) Being a male implies seeing yourself as more rational than you really are. Here this seems to associate with taking a bath, coming clean, simply about your use of the bathtub or perhaps dreams. The girl represents an emotional aspect of yourself, suggesting an idealistic feeling conveying wisdom and enlightened thinking. (She's tall and has long white-blond hair.) From an emotional perspective you seem intent upon seducing your rational self. (making a play for my male self) While this feeling being used does “speak to you”, i.e. it acknowledges your needs or concerns, it might be best not to keep this in mind. (saying something, even though I can't remember what it is.) When the thinking coming from an idealistic emotional perspective is very emotionally influence (hair into the water), the thinking seems to reflect God’s or implies having great value (looks almost like gold) – but only when the thinking is seen as really “all wet” or incorrect. The guy coming in would represent a mental aspect of yourself – one reflecting an idea or way of thinking other than the one you are now, as a male, using regarding the “bathtub”. Emotionally, using an idealistic feeling, you appear to be reacting very antagonistically to a different way of thinking. Emotionally the response is very animal-like (She snarls at him) implying an instinctive, very irrational emotional response which is here shown to be trying to submerge or overwhelm rational thinking with spiritual/emotional thinking. (drowns him) You then emotionally pick up on this different way of thinking but end up tossing it aside (she picks his body up and throws him aside) and finding this amusing. (chuckling) Yet the idea persists in showing affection for you emotionally. (he quickly gets up and kisses her) “Like one fluid movement” can suggest that what appears as a love-hate relationship between your thoughts and feelings is such that it may be difficult to separate these two elements. The idea is again rejected (pushes him off – vomits) There may be something depressing related to the rejection. (runs to the sink) Responding very instinctively, the different way of thinking is demolished. (growls at him - rips him into little shreds.) Using what you see as very reasonable thinking (my male self), this very irrational emotional reaction to a logical idea seems quite natural or normal. The idealistic feeling which has presented itself as wise or intelligent would make you emotionally feel quite proud of either literally your breasts, or the way in which you outwardly express your feelings. From a more reasonable, logical perspective (you as a male) are not particularly impressed with yourself. (My male self ignores her) In fact this emotional aspect of yourself is a annoying you greatly to the point where you demolish it. (pissing me off - ripping her to shreds) There appears to be a different way of feeling that you are more comfortable with. (another girl walks in, she is clearly my male self's girlfriend) [Do you perhaps need some correction in male-female relationships? Do you dream interpretations work for God or for your own ego? (Note how you use the large tub only.)]