I dont remember most of the dream very well but the key point in the dream is that I am starting a van, I look over and see a person of interest ( in love lust or good friendship) and their family with disappointed looks apon their faces. Then they seem to fade away as I attempt to drive up a hill. Drive a few feet forward but desend further then I started. Then I continue process till I finally fall off a cliff into complete darkness and wake up as evrything fades to black.

The part about the disappointed faces is interesting. Do you feel there are people in reality who look at you that way? If so, the part about descending and going off a cliff could indicate (metaphorically) where your relationship(s) is heading.