I was stuck at the place over night and my mom was there, a guy I liked was there and a bunch of other people. Is was cold and snowing and we didn’t have anywhere else to go. I sat on the couch on curled up into little ball under the blanket next to the guy I liked. My mom told him not to get to close to me so he put his arm around me while slept and then looked at my mom. He then went to sleep and so did everyone else. I woke up in the middle of the night to get my computer for some reason. It was outside with the rest of the bags. A few people woke up and went with me. We got outside and a girl ran past us and stole my purse with all my money in it. Then she turned around took everyone else’s bags and wallets, jumped on a bus and left. We were stunned and didn’t know what to do. I walked over to where I put my backpack and it was still there so I didn’t worry, my laptop was like my life, it had all my secrets on it and everything I don’t want anyone else to know. I keep it safe so people never find out and I freak out if someone even looks in it’s direction. I took my laptop and stuffed it in my jacket and then walked towards the door. I didn’t want anyone to see it because I thought they would take it and I didn’t trust anyone. I walked inside and up the stairs. I sat down on the couch again and opened up my laptop. I went online and started typing something then the guy next to me woke up and looked at my screen and I quickly shut it down and stuffed it beside the cushions. I went back to sleep and woke up in the morning. I took my laptop back outside and locked it in my bag. I came back inside and everyone was starting to leave. The guy I liked waited for me and pack all my stuff up to help me get ready to go. We had to get our bus tickets ready to go home and I couldn’t find mine. I started walking but I felt really dizzy. I was walking on the side of a snow covered hill to get to the bus station and I lost my balance and fell the down the side of the hill. I rolled to the bottom and just laid there until someone came to help me. The snow wasn’t that cold and I didn’t fee any pain my vision kept blacking out and then coming back. I laid down and my mom and that same guy came to see if I was ok. I said I was fine. My mom helped me up but my shirt was frozen to the ice. She tried to pull me up and the back of my shirt ripped off. I freaked out because my shirt and my mom was staring at my ribs that were visible through my back for some reason and she said that I was in trouble for hiding an eating disorder. I started to cry and my shirt was falling down because it didn’t have a back, I don’t know why I wasn’t wearing a jacket. The guy smiled and gave me his jacket and my mom covered his face while I took off my shirt and put on the jacket. I got up and he held my hand as we walked towards the bus station. He said he would help me through everything and I gave him my number. My mom grabbed my hand and told me I was going on another bus and she dragged me in another direction. Then the dream went to his perspective and he was talking to a girl and gave her the number and told her to give it to a random guy because he couldn’t handle all the problems I have and he was never going to see me again. I woke up then.
Curling up with the guy you like when it as cold and snowing is probably wish fulfillment, but also a general desire to be comforted and taken care of. The part with you worrying about your computer and the guy looking at it has to do with your being worried about what other people think of you, especially the guy you like. Not being able to find your bus ticket to go home, an then tryng to alwk but getting all dizzy and falling could have to do with you feeling that you are in a situation in life where you don't want to be; you want things to go back to how they were at some time in the past, but you are stuck the way things are. Your eventually lying down and not feeling any pain and blacking out could have to do with feeling that you are overwhelmed and just want to give up and not try so hard anymore. The part about your mom saying you were in trouble for hiding an eating disorder would have to do with your own experiences and memories. The part where the guy and your mom try to take you in different directions could have to do with your hoping that someone (possibly the guy) would be more caring and understanding than your mom.
I understand but i didn't know the guy in walking life and he didn't want to be with me in the end, he wanted to get away from me, that's why he gave the number away. But all the rest makes sense and i agree with it all.