Well, depressed is probably the wrong word to use. It's more like I miss it. When I think about the dream, I want to cry, because it felt so real. Do you know what I mean?

Anyway, I will try to describe the dream in short, without confusing anyone...

I will give the boy a fake name. Let's just call him Alex.

I was at home and laying in bed. I think it was early in the night. Anyway, I get a phone call. I thought, "hmm, I wonder who that could be." I answer it and it's Alex. At first I was confused, because we never talk. Then, we end up talking for like hours. I don't even remember what we talked about. Maybe we were just telling each other about our interests? Well, next I remember, he comes over to my house. When he comes in, we immediately hug. It felt so electric, like we were one. When I let go, I felt so detached, like I needed him. So, he grabs me, and hugs me all the way to my room. When we're in bed, we just hug and cuddle. He asks me to help him with his homework, so I do so. We kept fooling around with our hands. It was funny. After a while of not getting much done, we throw the homework to the floor. He grabs me and hugs me to the bed. I remember I just kept giggling. Then, it got all quiet. He kissed me for the first time. It felt so extremely real. We just kissed in that moment for what felt like the longest time. When he pulled away, he looked deep into my eyes. I felt like we were reading into each other.
The next morning, I hear the phone ringing from the other room. I was half asleep, so I didn't get up to get it, until the 3rd ring. I run over to the phone, but it stops ringing. I start saying, "no no no!", because I couldn't remember his phone number. I checked the phone for it, it wasn't there. I checked our caller id system, and it wasn't there for some reason. I even look in the phone book, but I didn't know which was really his number. So, I go to my room and cry. The next day comes, and I still just stay in there in cry. I didn't know how to contact him.
The day after that, my mom leaves at like midnight. She was going out of town for some reason. She would be gone for at least a few hours. I open my door and see Alex there! I felt so relieved. I hugged him and kept saying sorry, but he told me it was alright. He said, "I'm here now..." I told him I didn't know how to contact him and that when he called, I missed it. I also told him that he could stay until, "like four, because my mom went out of town."
So, we go into my room. I remember we were talking about sex. We both agreed that we didn't want to have real sex, because we're both Catholic. We wanted to so bad though. Anyway, we decided to dry hump. I know, it doesn't sound that moral. It felt so right though. We connected so deeply with each other. He kept kissing my neck and everything. Well, you know how it goes, right? lol
My mom comes home earlier than expected. I have Alex hide in the closet. After mom goes into her room, Alex opens the door a little to see if the coast is clear. I go over to the closet, and tell him how cozy it looked in there. He smiles, as I hide myself in the closet with him. We both hug and kiss so passionately.


Well, that's pretty much my whole dream, or at least all that I remember. The reason why I put this in the lucid dreaming section is not because I knew I was dreaming. I could think for myself in it though. It felt like real life, basically. Nothing has ever felt so real to me, than this dream. Like I said, I miss this dream so much. Is this some sort of sign? I don't know if there's any hidden meanings or not. I never had a boyfriend before, even though I'm sixteen. Is this dream telling me to seek Alex out or what? I'm so confused. Could you PLEASE help me? Thank you so much!

This Alex boy, he may be someone you secretly like, and you just wana to show him.

I am 14, ive had one girlfriend.

But i have dreams with girls like this all the time, it is just you are feeling your sexual needs.

I think the dream is your mind putting together your idea of what a great physical relationship with a guy would be like.

It's your unconscious helping you to understand what you want in a guy so you do start dating.