I was riding on this school bus sitting next to my ex boyfriend, i was telling him about an outfit that i wanted to make and i drew it all up to show him. Someone took my drawling and threw it out the window and i starting crying. Everyone was staring at me and got mad at the person who threw out my drawling so they threw him out the window. Time went by and i started to feel better and i started to look out the window and we were in a small town that i never saw before. There was a sign for a pizza place down the road that specialized for girls with eating disorders. My ex told me that that would be a good place for me because i have so many problems. I hit him for that and yelled at him because he never says anything nice to me and always brings up my problems and lets everyone know about them. We stopped at the pizza place and he dragged me in and we sat down. This lady came over and gave my ex a huge plate of pizza, fried chicken, and fries and gave me a small plate of chicken. I refused to eat it and said that i was a vegetarian. My ex took the plate and dumped it on his plate and keep on eating. I was disgusted having to watch that boy eat 14 pieces of pizza. two buckets of fried chicken and a huge plate of fries. The lady came back with a slice of pizza and told me to eat it, i said no because i don't eat cheese. She left and came back with fries and told me i couldn't leave until i at least ate 5 fries, my ex told her to make me eat more and i just lost it. I threw the plate at my ex and ran out of the building and back on the bus. A couple girls came up to me and started talking about shoes. There were shoe boxes under our seats and half of them were in my size, the other half were in the other girl's size. I tried on a pair of gold sandals but they felt weird because one was a size 9 and one was a size 11. I switched shoes and tried on a pair of boots that had a stick pin heel, literally. I couldn't stand in them at all, i keep tripping and rocking back and forward. I took them off and put on a pair of pink flats and sat down. The bus took off and then stopped a little up the road. A bunch of people came on and the girl next to me started talking. She asked if i knew anyone who was getting on. I told her i knew a few people and i said their names. Then one of the girl on the other side of the bus asked to help her with her seat, it wouldn't fold down. I didn't move but another girl did, she pushed a button and popped the seat down and sat down. The one girl looked back at me and then looked away and i woke up.

The part where people keep giving you food reminds me of the saying "too much on your plate." Do you feel you are being given a lot of responsibility but people aren't appreciating it? Do people make demands of you that you are unable to keep? In the dream, people are throwing out what you have accomplished (hence, the drawing), and telling you what to eat. Do you feel you aren't being recognized for hard work?

I do feel like i have no choices in life, like my mom makes all the rules and guilts me to follow them because she's afraid to let me live my own life. I know i'm not being recognized for my hard work, i have to work so hard to get any attention in this house. Plus i do have an eating disorder, i don't know if that helps with this but i think it would because of the pizza place.