Someone mind helping me out?

Within the past week, I have dreamed only twice.
Both of those times were the most vivid dreams I have ever experienced (I am young however, so they were probably not THAT vivid to some senior members).
They also both involved being extremely deep in love, and being happy and satisfied with life.

Then my alarm goes off.

I actually cried later on about the fact the first dream was, in fact, a dream and not real.
I had never experienced that level of happiness, acceptance or (in my perspective) love in my entire life and was sad that it wasn't real.

Then yesterday, I had a dream of identical premise but not subject matter (ie, not what/who/where the feeling was presented but the fact that is was presented), more vivid than the last.
I only consider the latter more real because it lasted longer than the first and survived two mid-night awakenings.
The same feeling that arose before, arose immediately after waking permanently.

I am becoming very brokenhearted because, to me, it feels like whoever I was in the relationship with in the dream died or was stripped away from me very quickly.
Leaving me, in real life, with no one that comes even close to making me feel how I felt within the dream, allowing only shock and horror to creep into the empty spaces the dream once filled.

I hope to have another dream like this tonight.

I would appreciate anyone's input on what these may mean.

Thanks in advance.

These dreams may be compensating for your waking life situation.

Feel free to read my Dream Diary, Episodes## 1-5, for a similar but I gather less intense series. (Though it was intense enough, believe me.)

It will help people here if you can recall and recount the dreams here. What strikes me right off it that, though a dream lover is a fairly common dream motif, that the second episode survived two wakeups is uncommon indeed.