Hi, It's been years since I've moved out of a haunted/weird house, but every so often I have nightmares - and always I'm back in that house. This is the second dream where I've sliced off the big toe of my left foot. Apparently, my left foot was aching and to relieve the pain I thought it would help to slice the left toe and remaining foot below (i.e. one big strip) off. I'm waiting for blood to show and am surprised it doesn't - somehow thinking (???) that when the blood appears I can stick my foot back together and it'll be whole again. However, that doesn't happen... My foot is now completely free of my body and purple with blood as I'm trying to put it back together... And this is all back in that d***n house. ****Previously in a dream about that house****** My mother doesn't recognize me as her daughter. I look out the kitchen window and there is a rabbit, puppy and fawn. The fawn's eyes are black when looking at me, but flash red as it's gaze moves to the right of me and I feel that it senses a presence. I'm scared. They knock on the door and I let them in. I ask them if they'd seen something and they say yes - a young girl who's agitated that we're getting ready for a party. I then wake up from the dream - in real life. And three or four hours later (after having breakfast, running errands at the bank etc.) come back home and fall asleep. Now, a woman with white hair is in that d***n house and I'm back there too. She's telling me there are too many canisters of water in the house and I must get rid of them all. (but water is healthy for us!!!) What does this all mean.
Hi and Welcome! First, could the "big toe" be a rearrangement of letters that actually mean "too big?" You may have, or you want to, cut off or get rid of a big problem in your life but fear the repercussions, i.e., bad blood. You anticipate hurt feelings on someone else's part, hence "waiting for the blood to show." You want to clean house but also want to keep "good blood" with your family or friends. The part where you are trying to put the foot back on is represented by this. Animals can sometimes represent that inner instinct in us. We are creatures of habit and a habit that you perform may be causing strife with another family member such as your mother. She doesn't recognize you, so it could be a newly required habit. The fawn looks with black eyes that then turn red. So you have a timid animal that is cold inside? or feeling empty or dead? (black eyes) and harbors a lot of anger or passion (red eyes). You may have an inner fawn within you that you fear acknowledging. Does any of this resonate with you?