I usually dream about needing to save my cats from some immediate death.. I usually wake up either right before something takes their life away or…well, that’s the only thing that usually happens . Today I dreamt with cats again, but it was only three of my favorite (female) cats -- which means I’m not only concerned about them, but the lives they have inside of them, or the ones they might have to still feed, which was the case in this dream. This time I S.A.W my brother kill two of those cats, coincidence or not, those were my two favorites from the three, but either way it would still hurt; I left before I could see anything else happen. I just ran out of the house… kept walking as fast as I could, away from it, and told myself I’d rather live anywhere but there, then I woke up really scared and almost calling Ryan’s name so I could be safe on his arms. What a baby. Freaking out about seeing cats die, when other people go through things more difficult than that. But then again, I really did love cats when I was younger, spent a lot of time with them inherited some of their qualities and did see bad things happen to them as in my dream. My hands are still shivering and that dream was more than four hours ago.

I kept thinking about it until after my dad woke up to go to work, at 5 am, but my mom covered my face with my blanket and I fell asleep again, dreamt that I was walking down a highway, and metting some friends as I did so. Each time I saw one of them, they gave me their phone number, and said we should hang out more. Then I entered a building and decided to take a bath. I heard everyone say "Something really bad happened. And he's going to sue her!". I put my clothes on fast and go outside, and ask the girls whats going on, and they tell me some girl did something bad while in the job. Everyone is leaving the building and I find this girl crying a little, and I ask her what's going on. She tells me that she was driving and while backing up she ran over someone (well, she used the word ''murdered'', but since she didn't mean to, it wasn't really murder, right...?) and she's still tearing up. I don't know if she leaves or not, or if I leave, I can't really remmember.. suddely I see all these guys in the place that I was taking a bath before, and well... I though I was all dressed, but apparently I was not, but I hear them say "What is she still doing here, I thought there were only guys in this place now!" (I think he meant the whole building, as the women all left)

And thats all I remember.

Oh.. before the cat dream, I also saw something like... instructions on how to park a car, or a airplane.. I'm not sure...
But it was wierd, it was describing a square motion, where before completing the square, you turn inwards and form another square, as in a square-spiral... It was kind of funny, but random/wierd/different.

Oh well...
Lately I've been getting to know more people than usual, specially guys, but that's not relevant since my friends are all guys anyway ;p I've also been obssessed with children, they are just too cute not to love ^_^ what else...^^; I don't know.. I just don't like when I dream with cats, becaue I always fear something happening to them.. today I woke up really scared because of that.. In the dream I just kept telling myself, that I had to get out of this place, and go anywhere, ANYWHERE, but stay home, that it was just too painful.. well.. in reality it is, really... but it might be me over reacting, even thoguh my family doesn't help ^^;

Hmm..

Death in a dream can often have to do with change, so dreaming about having to save your cats from dying could have to do with you worrying about changes that are happening, or will happen, in your life.

This could also be what the girl running someone over is about.