So I had this dream about three months ago that I can't seem to forget nor do I really want to. Basically the dream starts out with me in a big city just wandering around on foot. After walking around for a while I run into an old acquaintance that is more a less a neutral figure in my past. (Neither friend nor foe) When he starts talking to me he seems really excited to see me. He wants to know what I'm doing and where I'm going. I tell him that I really don't know. Then he tells me that there is someone that I have to meet but I can't tell anyone and that he is going there right now. Next we're sitting in an old office looking building in a hallway sitting on an old couch waiting outside a door that has a few people inside talking. At this point I somehow know I'm about to meet Jesus and I feel excited to the point of euphoria. Then I wake up. It`s kind of strange as I`m not a religious person but do believe in a creator and was raised a catholic. I also have a lot of dreams where I meet well respected people in the world. I find it very strange that I seem to idolize and try to become a follower of these people in my dreams, but in my waking life I am often looked upon to be a leader. Why does it feel so exhilarating in my dreams to be a follower?