I was coming out of this building with a lot of other kids for some reason, maybe some school play or I don’t know it was at night and I think at school. A guy came over and hit my bother, knocking him out and I think they thought they killed him or something. Then he grabbed me and threw us both in the backseat of his car alone with some other kid. They threw my brother in a sleeping bag bag and once we were driving he started to wake up and smiled this weird, super happy simile at me and was about to talk but I stopped him because I didn’t want the guys to know he was awake. They took up to a stupid stripper cheerleader dance show and I thought it was sick and stupid that they paid and dragged me to look at sluts dance around in their underwear, shouting at the sky and flipping very badly and they weren’t even that thin which made it a little, um I don’t know what to say to that, I just hated it. I left the room as fast I could and hid in a room, I fell asleep and when I woke up everyone was gone except some lady with a dog. We were in somebody’s house it looked like because there was a kitchen and a bedroom and all that plus a dance floor. She was psychic powers and could tell where anyone in the world was. As soon as she did that, the guys who kidnapped me and my bother drove pass in my dad’s truck. I yelled at the lady to get outside and follow that car. We ran outside and jumped in a car and dashed after them and I woke up.
In waking life, do you feel like people are forcing you (you were kidnapped) to play a role that you don't want to or don't think is right for you (like the sluts dancing around in their underwear)?
Yes well i do think people do make girls feel bad if they aren't pretty and thin and sexy, slut like. They give so much praise to those type girls and i hate that. i don't think society should be like that, it's kinda sick and sets examples and who wants to see that all the time.
Do you feel like you are being forced to lose weight or act slutty? Do you feel like you aren't pretty enough?
Yes and yes, i will the way society is set up that thin, pretty girls are worshiped and i feel that if i'm not the way they want me to be then i won't get any attention and i'll be looked down upon. Ok i thought that then but i have a whole different out look on life now but thanks for helping me figure this out.