The Dream

It started with me getting shot at school, by the resistance gang. I walked in to a classroom, griping the wound, the teacher saw it and asked if I wanted to go home. I refused and said I wanted stay and die near my friends. It switched and loads of people were sat outside the canteen, there was more shots everyone started to scream, cry and run inside, no one got hit. I lost my friends when they ran inside. I limped inside and slumped against a wall. A couple of students from another school were looking around.

“Go, you have to go. Its dangerous here” I told them
“What do you mean don't be so rude” One answered me.
“I'm sorry, so sorry” I kept repeating over and over.

I saw Lydia and she started to imitate me as she thought.

“Its not good to take the mick out of yourself Lydia” I said to her

I was getting weaker when I saw Lucy* and Amy, ahead. So I ran to catch up with them.

“Lucy*, I know I've said some horrible things but I'd like it if I could die knowing we weren't hating each other” I whispered out I was getting closer. She simply nodded and gave me a hug. I followed Amy out on to the field where some teachers were. Amy sat down and I lay and rested my head on her lap. I could feel it I was only a few minutes away from dyeing.

I saw my french teacher and said “Miss put it in the bullet-in, I'm going to die in a couple of minutes”

“Ok, it could be your tribute” She said nodding

Everything started to go black slowly. I turned to Amy
“ Don't let it take me Amy, I'm so scared” I said, grasping her arm weakly.

“Sh, it's your time to go, don't be scared” She said while stroking my hair, while I slipped into the darkness.

That's when I woke up with a gasp.

*I don't want to put her real name

I had another dream a couple weeks later and i died again from a brain tumour that could be fixed but i refused could someone please tell me what they mean because it's really starting to scare me and i'm only 13.

Dreaming about death can have to do with going through a change in your life.

The fact that you are refusing to be helped could mean that part of you understands that change is necessary even though it might be difficult for you.

The "resistance gang" could also be a symbol of that reluctance and fear of change.

You may also be going through a depression and anger period. Are you female? If so, females tend to internalize anger as a subconscious desire to hurt one self. Males on the other hand, externalize it. If it is anger and/or depression, talk to a school councilor or friend. Try to get out and experience new things such as inspiring books and movies. Stories about people who have overcome adversity are good.