I keep having distrubingly vivid dreams about my wife cheating on me. I was having them while we were dating and they stopped :rasta:. At first i atributed them to my thoughts of perinoya. because i'm deployed and like 6000 mi away However last night i had the most vivid one ever.. It was a recorded video on DVD It started off with sone black guy poimting the camera at his face; he was smiling. then it moved down to his abs he had a six pack ... then it moved to her face she was facing him on the front left side of the screen...; she had a blank f*** you facial expression... like haha f*** you motherf***er i'm cheatging on you... Then it moved to his penis... He was standing and she wa on her knees... They were both nude can any body tell me the meaning of this...
I think you may have been right when you attributed it to paranoia. Do you have any reason to think your wife may be cheating on you or has anyone suggested it to you? I suppose being that far away from your wife it would be natural to have worries, at least unconsciously. Or is it possible that you are feeling guilty about any sexual thoughts you may be having about other women and your unconscious is punishing you by making you have these dreams? This dream could also have to do with something else that is making you feel insecure or unsure about yourself, or it could mean that you feel that somebody else is taking something of yours.