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Confusing as always..then depressed.

Discussion in 'Your Dream Interpretation' started by Badass, Aug 9, 2006.

Confusing as always..then depressed.

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    Badass

    Badass New Member

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    First off as with all my dreams, they seem to be a bit blury and in the past month or so I haven't really even had any dreams or none that I can even remember.

    "My dream first started off in some type of old ran down empty apartment building or something as such. The looks of the building based on the outside is a complete blurr. In the beginning of the dream it was more of a blurred memory like than a dream.. it had something to do with some girls or something but I don't really recall. Inside this bulding it was like it was being worked on or something, but yet it was real old looking and empty, it had some torn up wooden stairs, looked as if a 6 year old put them together, they were cheaply held up and looked to be made out of nothing but old 2x4's and had gaps and broken boards all over it and led up about 3 stories. And there was like old dark brown 2x4's just everywhere like they were holing up the walls or something (looked as if I was in a attic almost or like there was a wooden skaffull in the room), I remember the look of them real well, at one point I remember ducking to go around them and under them and stuff. Also some old kind of dirty white sheets hanging all over the place. And throughout the dream I was like running and jumping off the walls and jumping all they way down the stairs like freaking Jackie Chan or something. The dream continued on and I remember at one point I was in a bigger room up the stairs, I saw my cousin at a computer and she was messing with some lights or something and she said something to me but I wasn't paying attention at all and didn't hear a word she said. I remember seeing all the windows behind her and I guess I saw my parents outside first.. thats why I got mad.. because I started kicking the wooden center frame of the old windows and busting them out."

    -For the past 2 weeks almost I've have been mad at my parents and stuff, mostly my mom and I haven't talk to her in about 13 days.. I'm gussing there's some realation with that and being mad at them in the dream?-

    "Well, my perents where working out in this backyard like.. my dad mowing the grass and my mom sort of watching or picking up sticks.. well then I took off all my clothes and jumped out one of the windows I busted out, completely naked and ran across the roof and jumped into a pool next to them just to piss them off or to embarass them. But they didn't really pay attention to it and just said to leave or go inside, it's like they didnt even get mad.. I walked off.." -come to think of it I have been feeling like my parents have been ingoring me sort of.... maybe thats not the realation though, I don't know.-

    "Then the dream changed, I was still in the same building and I remember something about a basement or like a building under the ground. I was in the place where all the 2x4's where and the old wooden stairs, on the first floor. It was like a opening, something like you'd find as an attic enterance in a small home, only it was on the ground. I look into the small hole, there was a light on and a small orange chair sitting there, and I was thinking about going in there but I was scared if I did I wouldn't be able to get out, and I remember seeing a chair in there.. so I knew someone was in there. Well it seemed like I walked off and had come back to try to get down there. The opening seemed smaller.. before I could of just jumped through it.. but now I was scared I would get stuck if I tried.. I looked again and it was like it got smaller a third time. I tried to put my legs in it and get in there but I just couldn't fit."

    "After that I remember being upstairs again like in an old empty room and there was a girl there.. and I was thinking it was one of the girls that was in the beginning of the dream. I don't remember how but we started talking and we kind of hit it off and started having fun because it seemed like we were both smartasses and we where laughing and stuff. Well I remember we were like waiting on something, such as you would an elevator.. but then I saw what it was. It was like a hole in the wall with like a slide thing on the ground, to where you can go into the other room.. something like a "passageway". Well I threw her on the metal slide thing just messing around and stuff and laughing; oddly enough I remember seeing her ass because she landed on her stomach, she has a nice ass..and I remember telling her that. I told her that I liked her because she has the best ass I've ever seen.. and we were laughing about it. I think she was wearing like a pink jacket and some tight pants, then I got on the metal slide thing with her. She climbed on top of me and I was on my back and we where smiling and I had my hands in her hair.. like around her ears like combing the hair out of her face or something as if I was about to kiss her. I remember seeing her teeth.. they were kind of crooked and looked dirty I think, but I didn't care cus it seemed like she had a nice ass and that took place of it or somthing."

    I just studied her face so much like I knew I was dreaming or something, and knew I would want to know who it is when I wake up. And it still is a question to me because it looks like someone I used to be obsessed about and liked alot, more like loved.. but never made anything out of it realationship wise other then friends. Mainly my fault because I guess I never told her how I feel. And its funny.. over the past few days I've notice in some recent pics of her.. she don't look to great like she use to and I joke around with my cousin on how her teeth look crooked lol... it's like she got uglier or something in her recent pics. And the girl in the dream looked almost just like her. Only her teeth were a lil worse and dirty, and she looked like a younger version of the girl but a bit better looking, maybe a year or so younger. My final guess is.. it was her..

    "Well she was sort of sitting on top of me leaning on me as I was on my back, And the whole time I kept wondering if I should kiss her or not and I didn't know what to do, I was like leaning in and looking at her lips and the whole time asking myself if I should kiss her, But didn't know.. Then she started acting like she was humping me or something, and I started doing it to just messing around and acting like I liked it, even though I actually did, I remember it seemed like my eyes where rolling into the back of my head. But We where just having fun and messing around.. Then I grabbed her hips as she started to raise up as we kept acting like we where having sex and laughing, just cutting up and playing around.. and then as I leaned up.."

    Thats when I woke up. Just out of no where. It's like watching a movie and the electricty goes out in the middle of it.
    All I can get out of it, is that based on the girl having a nice ass and thats all I cared about seems like I'm desperate. It's like I want a g/f just to have a life or something. And the fact that she was changed/alterd in the dream means maybe that even though she's not what she use to looked like, I still have some of the same feelings for her??

    Other then that I found this-

    Passageway
    To discover secret passageways in your dream, parallels to something new and/or exciting that is occurring in your waking life. It may refer to new opportunities, a new relationship, or a new attitude toward life. If you wake up before fully exploring these passageways, then it suggests that you may not know how to go about taking advantage of these opportunities or how to move forward with a relationship. Perhaps the newness and uncertainty of this discovery also makes you a little more cautious. This is a positive dream.

    First off right now I'm not to "thrilled" about life, and not sure what I want to do with it as I have just graduated HS 3 months back.. I feel like I have a very boring life, or really no life at all. All I do is sit at home. And the way it talks about how I "have/need a new attitude toward life and..me not know how to go about taking advantages of opportunities" sounds like the definition was writting for me or something.. It's sounds exactly right.

    Also I've noticed in past dreams that anything I encountered in my dream, would be the same exact result in real life. If I'm at Walmart or something and see a beautiful girl.. I'll just walk right pass her while in my head asking myself why the f--k didn't I say Hi or something. And then it could be the same dream even that night, same girl, same store.. And I do the exact same thing.. not a word to her. .. Why is that? The actions I take in real life such as that, I do the same in my dreams. Act the same way, feel the same way and everything. And to me.. it seems situations like that only happen when it envolves a girl.. I seem nervous to talk to them in real life and even so in my dreams.

    Well, I didn't mean to type out a book.. I just got started and got carried away wanting to know answers about everything. When you have a dream and wake up depressed, it's hard to just roll over on it. Thanks for any help at all.. or any interpretations.
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    sweet slumber

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    Hi badass. Are you a badass in real life?

    As far as talking to the girls, you could try just a nice smile to start with. No harm in that and girls (being one myself) like that. They really aren't too impressed with a show-off, contrary to what you may think.

    The parts of the dream where you are in the building with the shoddy workmanship could mean that you are standing on "shaky" ground. The foundation you stand on is not solid. What you say about your relationships, the shaky foundations would indicate that. You also mention broken up boards and furniture, a place put together by a six year old. Perhaps you are harboring some resentments of things that occured when you were that age. The broken things also is a metaphor for your broken relationships.

    You also hint that running off the roof naked while your parents don't say anthing could be your desire to get some attention. The teen years are a very confusing time. Been there, and done that. Perhaps you need some older people other than your parents to talk to to offer some guidence.

    Do you put color in your hair by any chance? The part about seeing the orange chair was interesting. Say it fast and it comes out "orange hair." Often teens put color in their hair as a sign of getting recognition or rebellion.
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    Badass

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    Thanks for your info sweet slumber.

    Never really looked as it as being more of a dream about how my realationships are...but it seems about right.

    And by me talking about the stairs being put together but a 6 year old, I just ment that's how poorly they were put together. And no, I don't color my hair at all, but maybe I've thought about it a few times.

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