It was me and a few other people on the top of a very tall buildling that looked like it was made for diving off of. I don't remember what kind of party it was, or who the people were, unfortunately. However, we were diving off the building which appeared to be in New York with parachutes to insure we don't die. Well, it's finally my turn to take the jump and halfway toward the ground the parachute doesn't open and fails and I smack against the concrete -- dieing. A second or so later I find myself back at the top of the building, but this time I accidentally pull the parachute too early (before even jumping), so I inspect the chute and there are a good amount of holes all through it. I ask the female next to me what I should do, and she says something along the lines of, "Don't worry about it, all of ours are like that too."

I'm so confused by this dream. It's the first dream I've had in a very long time that I can remember but I feel like there's definitely my subconscious trying to do something here, or say something. I'm so intrigued by it that, well, I've come here looking for interpretations.

My mind keeps jumping to random things, but I don't really know much about symbolism in dreams and what not.

It sounds like you are worried about trying something new and failing at it.

It's interesting that you are suddenly starting to remember dreams now.

Is there anything new going on in your life that might be realted to this?