Just last night I had a dream where I had a baby and only being 16, it struck me as kind of odd. The dream starts when I'm in the hospital, having just given birth to a baby boy, who I named Felix. Even though I was still in school, I wanted with all my heart to keep and raise this baby by myself, and I'd told my grandpa, whom I live with, so. However when I woke up the next morning (in the dream) Felix was gone. My grandpa had given him up for adoption. I spend several weeks trying to find him, accompanied by the people who I care most about and eventually find him in a swamp-like area, where his adoptive parents give him back to me. I wake up just as I had him in my arms again and whispering "My little Felix." Can anyone help me with this one?
When resonates for me is that you feel an emotional attachment to something that you know will be difficult to find or to keep. It could be a new relationship with someone who is emotionally not connected to you as you would like them to be.