Billy, my first boyfriend (7th - 9th grade) died in an accident when he was 25. Since that time, I've had recurring (at least every 6 months - a year) where I was the subject of the dream, running from something or someone trying to harm or kill me. Billy always rescues me. I wake up from these dreams in a wonderful mood, remembering him as he was 30 years ago. Then maybe 30 minutes after waking, I'll remember that he died and I grieve as though I'm hearing of his death for the first time. Sometimes it will take me a day to "get over" his death.

I took a nap today, and dreamed about him, however the dream was very different from all the many I've had of him in the past 30 years. He came home to me (we were marrieed) and he started making fun of me in front of others. He was cruel to me.

I really need to understand what my dreams are all about. I very seldom have a dream that isn't of him.

Thanks for any insight!

Wolfin

I dont know, I think apart of you is still grieving his death and you are not "over" his death...your coping with his death..maybe somewhere inside of you, you might wonder if you two would have been together today, had he not died? I cant tell you, but you can pray about it, pray to him and see if he answers your prayers...I have had many prayers answered if you are consistent. I believe that the ones who passed over can visit us in dreams as well, although dreams can be distorted and confusing, not all dreams about billy are him...pay attention to the message and dont take anything negative with you. Pray for him and pray to him. thats what I would do, maybe you need to heal apart of yourself from all this. Good luck and God Bless