I'm 16, Hormones and drama and the like, So it'll probably be hard for you to interpret anything..

I've been having i guess you could call them Premonitions.. About feeling alone.

I see things.. and they trigger these things

The first time.. i was on the bus.. this girl was on my mind.. And i felt alone.. like i was spending forever on this empty grassland.. the grass never grew, the sun never rose any higher or went down any. I'd scream until i pass out, and noone would here me.. I was completly alone.. Then later.. the girl past through my head again.. And i saw swings in a persons front yard. .and again i was thrown into that post-aocolyptic world.. whee it seemed like there was people who were once here.. but are all gone, and the swings would swing like there was some spirit pushing them.. and i was trapt on the other side of the window watching powerless..
Then today... i walked with mom to the laundry room.. and walkign with her.. i didnt fel anything.. walking back alone.. i felt like the world was watching me, and i was still alone.. and it took so long to make it to my door..By the time i sat back down.. i was shaking.. And later i walked back out by myself..and without making it 10 ft past the door.. i froze and felt the hair on my neck stand up.. i started breathing heavy and all.. when i finnaly started walking.. i head dogs that seemed to bark from the sky, and the lights reflecting on the road felt like eyes watching me all over again..

Mom says it's because i'm not in touch with myself anymore.. and that it's my shadow trying to tell me i need to open myself up abit.
She and i have seen thee bright lights that always move when we try to see them..and she says thier messages. And all this.. I'm not entirely sure.. One persons opinion isnt enough to satisfy a teen lol. So i was hoping to find help on here and well 2/4 of the dream was written but they say it;s all positive and i'm not sure..

IF you help me.. I'll send you a cookie! If i can fidn the money to pay for shipping & handling..

See? i have a sense of humor too so i can be your bestest friend if and when you dont get the cookies..

And this is why she says i'm not open with myself..

The biggest hting is i'm always awake when these happen and since they've started i havent had any sleep dreams.. And i keep thinking it's telling me i'm going to die alone, or that, 'm alone until soemthing happens.. and i dont know really..

Bizarre.

You have these occurances when you're awake? :shock: :huh:

Is there a counselor at your school you can talk to? Any friends that may be understanding?

I'll pass on the cookies, but thanks anyway. :wink:

Very.. But i'm completely awake.. it seems like the world around me disappears.. sometimes i see the people around me and sometimes it's just me.. voices sound like their underwater and sometimes theres none at all..