Hi y'all. I'm new here but I was hoping to get some insight to a dream I had last night. I only remember bits and pieces but hopefully it's enough. Well I am in a hospital in an ultrasound room. I guess I got impatient cause the next thing I know I'm doing the ultrasound myself checking on my baby (am not actively pregnant) but I can't see the monitor. Then it jumps to me at a home (home unknown to me but the stuff around it that i see later is the same as my grandmother's neighborhood). It's apparently my home. I'm in bed with my partner (which I don't currently have one) but I can't see his face/head but I can see like his body kind of. We are about to be intimate and I just keep saying is this safe for the baby or tell me this is safe for the baby. But I don't hear him say anything. We start to become intimate and then for some reason we have to leave before going to far. Then we are driving down a road in a neighborhood (like previously stated it's exactly like my grandmother's neighborhood). It's during the day at this point. The next thing I know it is night and we are in some building I've never been in. I'm walking down the stairs and I guess someone around me says something about my weight (i am overweight). Well I snap and turn and look at the person and say something along the lines of "I know I'm overweight but I was ten pounds lighter but then I got pregnant and put on some weight". This building's left side (as I'm going down the steps) is all glass windows. Then I go sit down stairs and I'm really nervous and fidgeting. Then I woke up. Any insight someone can give me would be appreciated. I know the pregnancy part is most likely a change of some sort but the whole unknown partner and the obsessive fear of losing the pregnancy has me confused. Thanks in advanced.
Hi Delylah. The contrast between the not being able to see the monitor screen and your partner, to the glass windows. It's like you can't see out (the screen, the partner), but people can see you inside (through the windows). This could symbolize your desire in wanting to know the future, to having future plans vs. people judging you and telling you what you need to do. Do you find you have plans that are different from others in your life? Are you frustrated that the things you have planned have not come to fruition yet?
I'm not really frustrated that my plans haven't happened yet. I'm honestly not looking forward to the things I have planned at the moment. As for the different plans yeah that's definitely happening. My mom has this plan to start a nonprofit organization and for me to run the thing. I'm kind of torn about it. I don't really want to put my neck on the line for it but at the same time I would love to have the freedom it would come with (i.e. I can work the hours I want, I would have a set income, I would be able to save up a bit easier, I could travel and Most importantly I would still have plenty of time with my daughter) while my plans are to possibly go to college and get a job at a company.
Perhaps not being able to see your baby or your partner reflect your not being able to see that intimate part of yourself that is telling you what you really are and want. Think about going your own way and see if your dream changes to "reflect" that.