Ok friends, the dream that felt like disney kids from hell from last night.

I was going on some sort of vaccation with the family to a beach resort where my aunt or possibly one of mum's friends had a penthouse apartment. So we went up to the apartment and the view of the beaches was amazing (there were three) I remember the waves being so stunning, epecially in one particular beach. So I went to sleep but woke up really early, I wanted to see the sun rise over the ocean so I went outside to a playground and then stood on a raised wooden platform that was roofed, a kind of observation deck. This is where things get wierd..

I watched the sun rise and it was really beautiful but I started to hear voices. Childrens voices! All of a sudden there were kids everywhere and they came from nowhere! So I was just observing the laughter and watching them play when I observed these two black kids (I'm pretty sure it's relevant somehow, bear with me). Now there was a boy, and there was a girl, the girl seemed older and she was taller than the boy and she had a rather large purse/bag thing hanging from her shoulder. She came up behind the boy and pushed him out of the way and said something like "Don't get in my way!" I was really offended that she could be so rude and that she obviously pushed him on purpose. Anyway I decided to leave so I went down the stairs that led up to the observation platform and then the girl with the bag was coming up, I moved aside as much as I could as the stairs wee really small, but she didn't try to move at all and she pushed me rather aggresively and said "Don't get in my way!"

I was angry with her so I turned around and said "Excuse me, little girl. I actually moved out of your way but you pushed me anyway. That's kinda rude." and she was like
"You got in my way!" being all unreasonable and overly aggressive. I thought to myself, maybe if I give her a bit of intimidation, I can scare her into being a bit more polite, so I walked close to her and said "It's really not nice to be rude to people." and then she screamed "GET AWAY FROM MEEEEEE!!!" I thought, great work Jase, you made a small girl scream for help. All of a sudden people start running in our direction, first one up the stairs is the boy that the girl pushed first, I extended my hand to shake his and went to introduce myself when the girl yelled "Get him (insert name here)!" I realised he was her brother.. This little kid starts trying to fight me! I'm trying to tell him to stop when all of a sudden this old black guy who claims to be their grandpa walks up to us.

I try to extend my hand for a hand shake and say "Hello sir." but he starts yelling stuff about me disturbing the peace, kids have been coming hear to play for years and I have no right to start telling off his grandaughter for anything. I tried to explain how she has no right to be rude and bully other kids but he doesn't listen and says now I've gotta fight his grandson, I'm thinking no way am I gonna fight a 7yr old, so I'm trying to push him of. Now this went on for a bit and I'm not 100% on th ending, but I think I lost my cool and threw the kid to the ground and then absolutely lost it at the grandpa saying he's a terrible example and that he should control his kids because theyre terrible.

Anyway it's real fuzzy after the grandpa yells at me but I think that's how it ended and that's it. Scary.

It seems to me that the little girl represents a part of yourself that is loud and expressive and will do what it can to get what it wants, but that you have repressed in order to be "civilized".

The conflict between you and the old man is the conflict between you understanding that you have to control your behavior in certain situations and the need for you to be able to express yourself and to try to satisfy your own needs.

You could be worried that if you don't express yourself, you will be pushed around, like the little boy was.

Marcia, I know you get this all the time. But you are damn good at this.

Thank you.

yep but the whole idea of the little boy may also need looking at it may be your mind looking at itself and seeing how it used to be Innocent but over time has gotten spoiled.

at the beginning the boy is pushed then near the end he tryies to fight you