a guess im not an expert by far, sounds like you havent really excepted the fact shes gone, healing comes in time, but feelings sometimes dont heal....
just an idea might be something along the line that your afraid of losing or feel you couldent hold on to something in your life.
ive been having a lot of :flame:nightmares:flame: lately and it takes a lot for me to say something is disturbing. I had a dream yesterday that...
hmmmm could be you actually loved her and at least a small piece of you wants her back, I had dreams about the one girl i Truly loved for 9 years....
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