This was a dream I had last night about this guy who ran up to me when i was walking to school and he told me to give him all my stuff so I did. He was holding a huge gun in his hand. He walked up to me, looked me in the eyes and then put the large gun on the back of my neck and said, “It’s time to say to goodnight”. I freaked out, started crying and said, “we had a deal, I gave you all my stuff and you should let me go, please just let me go, you can have all my stuff.” He pulled the trigger but I didn’t hear a shot but the world went black and I woke up.

Do you feel that there is something you have been forced to give something up in waking life, and even though you gave it up you haven't really benefited from it?

Um i don't know, i gave up a lot in my life, a different college, friends, boys, possessions. Unless i gave up all that stuff that i was clinging to and really didn't need so he took it from me though he really didn't want it and i think when you die in a dream a bad part of you dies to make room for a better part or so i believe. Do you think i gave up all my past hurts and past crap that i don't need and getting ready for a new beginning soon?

I think you have created a self-fulfilling prophecy here. If you get yourself ready for a new beginning you will make it happen.