I had 3 seperate dreams last night... The first one was very psycadelic and strange. Half of my consiousnous was in my ownself, human body. The other half in a kind of dragon form, yellow or gold in color, and the dream was very detailed, as if it were real. All 5 of my senses were thrown into it. The setting was very high in the sky, on a chain of floating islands, on each island was a terraset of some sort: One was a desert, another a beach, another a forest, another a jungle ect. The main one was a jungle island, where I remember being the dragon, and flying to the island, suddenly perceiving the word "Aeternae gratiae". I would very much like to know what this means, as it will help me understand some of the other dreams I've had and perceived this word. Anyway, I somehow aquired a memory set of the dragon's: It is a young dragon, who has been competing with other dragons to become "verum". When I switched back to my human form, I was on the jungle island, and learned that "verem" means real or true. When switching back to my human form, I remember waking up, then going back into the dream. I realized a mysteriously familiar mansion behind me, covered in vines. I had seen the mansion several times in several dreams, and sometimes I go in it, and every time is different. But for some reason, the interior being different every time, every time I go in the mansion, I remember being there hundreds of times before, and this time was no exeption. It is as if it were a kind of time warp in my psycology. There were two sets of stairs, and I went down both of them, and found a set of iron doors with pushers. When I saw that door I perceived remembering being there hundreds of times before, even though this is my first time seeing them, and every time never being able to push myself to go through the doors, because of a certain evil aura coming from behind the doors. I get the same aura from the upstairs section of my house... Where I sleep. I quickly run out of the mansion after a few minutes trying to get myself to get the courage to go through them, but every time I thought I could, my mind was telling me not to, and I automatically walked away from the doors, as if something was controlling me remotely. When I got out of the mansion, I woke up at 3:42. I soon went back to sleep, and I remember being at my school, in a normal day at school. Then in about 6th period, almost out of school, I suddenly saw the outside of the school, and a bus. The bus driver in the bus was carrying a gun, and shooting it at the school, then my vision was regained in my body. Then, I saw the driver outside from the windows of the classroom. I then saw gang members dressed up in panda bear costumes and attacking the school. Once I saw the first gang member, everything froze and I perceived the word "Panda Pain". I remember sneaking out of the school in lockdown, going out and around in the woods, and getting away from the attack. Then I remember the extreme pain of a bullet wound in my neck, then I remember being in a time warp and going back to the time when I snuck out of the school. I was boggled by this, and I tried to plan my escape dozens of times, each time getting shot and going back to the beginning. But when I finally succeeded, I remember going through time, fast forwarding as if life were a DVD, until I was at the back of a Shell gas station. I remember Panda Pain striking again at the Shell gas station, and the same things happened here: I get shot, time goes back. I finally succeeded in getting away again, then i woke up. I would like someone to tell me what the HELL is going on in my brain...

Let's look at the settings---islands, mansions, gas station, and school. How do you feel about these places? Do you get the same emotional response to all?

Are you Catholic? You have some stuff in Latin. Are you seeking some alternate form of spirituality?

The sense I get from these dreams is a sense of isolation and being stuck in the same pattern of thinking. The parts where you're alone in a rather dangerous situation and keep being rewinded back suggests this.

The "Panda Pain" part is like a weird horror/comedy flick. Are you a fan of that type of genre? It's like panda and pain don't belong together but both start with the same letter---P. What comes to mind when you think of the letter P?

Plus, panda's are black and white. Does this combination mean anything to you?

Well, at the islands, I felt a kind of spiritual and mental upthrust, at the mansion it was completely opposite. The gas station I always remember something interesting going on there when I was young, and actually when I was younger, I kinda loved school- but then I moved away and went to another school, which sucked.

I'm not catholic, I beleive in a little bit of every religion. And actually, I have been seeking some sort of spiritual form.

I am a fan of the horror/comedy genres. The word that comes to mind when I think of the letter P is Pawn, like in a chess piece set, maybe because I played chess with my cousin a lot when I was younger.

I believe that Black and White hold the essences of Light and Dark, together forming Grey, the perfect balance. This makes sense now that I think of it: I think pandas are very cute and friendly, but there were aggressive gang members inside of the panda costumes...

ehh that means.............

the word Aeternae. is considered to be latin and angelic for eternal. gratiae
i'm unsure about this one but i believe it is latin/gaul for grace.

Amazing how to mind works isn't it? Showing a messege to you in latin. orrr, is it an anagram??(But eternal grace makes your sub-conscious sound sexy) The fact that your going it alone shows insight into your character and how you deal with problems. As for the mansion with the whacked aura and how you feel your being remotely controlled, perhaps there is something, some kind of issue, topic, characteristic, just something that you want to find an answer to but maybe your sub-conscious is telling you your not yet ready to deal with this possibly rather volotile subject yet.

So take a look at any kind of issue you feel negative that you can't bring yourself to explore or understand and ask yourself why it is you can't. Maybe that will lend you some knowledge.